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10:05 AM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

so long never update le...due to super busy tis few wks...hav lots of things to do...drp n ocp...its like both drp n ocp both keep falling on e same day or same timming, making me hav to giv up either 1 for a while which i totally dun wan to...as i wan to me updated for both...haiz i need to pay more n more for ocp le...by rite the max we need to pay is 422 but we found out tat we still hav some more rthings need to pay...here n ther adding up to now more then 500 le...but i cant back out le cos had spent so much effort n time in it...if i were to quit, all the effort tat i had spent will all b gone to waste....

today reach home early from drp...speaking of which makes me sad n felt myself useless...yesterday ms yan explain to use abt the experimemnt part how to do...i tot i understand le but at the end, i gt e concept all wrong which until today morning when i start my experiment then i noe tat i dunno how to do...kept asking ghim how to do while she also busy doing her work.. hav to tell me n while doing her work..wasted her time...so sry...but at e end, i still do wrongly since my consept r all wrong le...did wriongly...but cant do all overagain today cos if do so, everything will end at 7 instead of 5 so will b v late n i cant enter peoteomics lab to take bag to go home...so hav to redo my ex on thurs wif yl...yl dun hav to do alone le...i gg acc her on thurs...while walking our from sch, saw ocp grp mates at concourse so thought of helping them but at the end felt tat i was of no help as 2 person enough le...n suddenly felt V tired n kept yawning which does nt look nice look as though i nt sincere...so at the end might as well go home ba...haiz though i finally understand the concept of experiment le...but y is my brain so slow...