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4:05 AM

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Today, i gt a msg from mu ocp grp mate tat i will hav a meeting wif miss hor n b4 tat i will b having a rehearsal wif grp mate 1st but all tis mittings will cause my to miss alot of drp lesson which i dun wish to...cos i wan learn everything tat wat drp will teach...i like research...mayb in the 1st place, i shld be joining ocp in the 1st place as i didnt noe tat tis 2 will clash until i v stress...drp until v late then reach home then need to my ocp le...then next day need to sch early again...as im nt a person who likes stress or can take stress n im a slack person who likes to n relaxing n do things slowly, having to things clashing together makes me missing here n there...making cant focus totally on one thing...i like mct( mammalian cell technology) if i gt to learn mct in drp is beneficial for me if i gt mct as my elective...i would hav learnt it b4 n i might b able to do better for mct as if i hav learnt sth b4, we will b able to do sth will when we gt to do e same thing again jus like maths stat 1 as i study v relaxing for maths stat 1 since i hav a maths background in sec sch... i was really angry wif myself tat y i so slow to hav done wrongly for my ex in e 1st place if nt i would hav able to do mic le...i would b able to use multipipette le cos i seen ppl use alot time the multipette in news but i cant use so i really hope i can use...

But at least the good thing in joining ocp is that i finally gt to noe the the real function of insulin n the main concept of sugar to diabetes as i had wrong concept of diabetes n the real function of insulin since sec sch...i tot eat too high sugar food will cos diabetes will cause diabetes but its nt the case...so tis is sth i gain for joining ocp...the knowledge...